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Winson feel so tired

So tired now that i dont feel like blogging. Feel like going to bed and sleep. Force my self to blog since everything that had happend no matter it is good or bad should be part of my memory and all this memory should be written down.

Went jue-jue for dinner with ryan and danny. After dinner, i called christie to ask her what she want me to tar par for dinner. After i ended my conversation with her, suddenly danny tell me why didnt i asked if jia tang wants anything for dinner as well. Then danny called back christie and asked her if jia tang wants anything for dinner. I went to withdraw money when he was half way through the conversation. When i came back, i didnt know what was going on. Both of them just told me that jia tang wants pork porridge with century egg. At first i dont believe what they told me one. After considering for a while, if so happend what they told me was real, then i gonna feel so bad for not believing them. So i called back christie to confirm the things that they had told me. Apparently what they told me wasn’t true.  Christie said that jia tang wouldnt mind if i offer to buy her dinner. After talking to christie for sometime, ended up i agree to buy her dinner although i never met her before. That time danny and ryan were laughing non stop for what had happend. Seriously, i really did not regret buying dinner for her because this incident made me realise something.

Before going to jia tang’s place,  i droped by at her place. When i saw her, i notice that something did went wrong. How i know something did went wrong ?? this was becoz she had the similar expression as my fren which i visited her half a year ago. Hang around at jia tang’s place for an hour plus. Then went back mannix with christie cos need to put down the stuff that i bought for her and at the same time she need to bring the stuff before going to ITS lab. Went back to ITS lab with christie. I went online and i saw her online. After chatted with her only i realise that she was in the category of my first rules. I guess only some of you know what my first rules is. That is the only rule that i have. I will never violate my first rules as i dont hav a second rule to over write the first one.  It is good to know about it. If not, sooner or later she gonna start avoiding me already. Come to think of it, i not too sure if giving the add of my blog is something good or bad coz i dont know if you will be reading this or not. If you are, then i can assure you that i can handle things pretty well. So dont worry bout things that is written here. The fren that i was reffering to just now which i said that i visited her half a year ago called me when i was in christie’s place. I still can remember that the last time she called me was during her last sem exam. I really glad that she called me today. Hope to see her if she plan to go to lib tomorrow.

Sometimes i really wondering what cupid angels trying to tell me.  What you makes me know today, doest that mean that i need to forget everything and continue my life or i should continue waiting what i had been waiting for all this years ??? I will be very greatful if you are able to provide answer to my question. For all my frens who don’t know why my life is so difficult, i think by now you should know why. Coz cupid angels have put me in a very difficult situation.

Half way blogging, my dad called telling me that he was at 3rd uncle place. So i return his called and chatted with him. Although they are my parents, but most of the time i still feel pai seh when asking them for a favour. When comes to asking for money, i will feel even more pai seh. Maybe the way that they brought me up which makes me feel such way. I asked my dad if he did see the cd rom case that i bought previosly. Then he replied if it is the big big case which have a hard disk in side which i replied yes. Sometimes i am in delima if i should asked them bring over which will trouble them or just buy a new case over here. I would rather not trouble them and buy a new case if i am working. But the problem now is buying a new case means using more of their money which i really dont want. Last time when i was in college, this issue never came into my mind before. Maybe bcoz during that time i was working in my coll while studying there. Personally i think that there should be a limit when comes to asking for favour. If not i will have plenty more things to asked them to bring over. I see things in a very different ways. For me, in life it is not a must for anyone to do anything. This includes my parents as well. Everyone have the choice to choose. How many of you guys think that it is a MUST for parents to take care of their children ??? they will always have the choice to choose not to. If they have the choice , than you as their children, how can you say that it is a must for them to take care of you since they can always choose not to? If you read my blog, before going to bed try to think about it. If you are able to think this way, you will appreciate more on what they had done for you instead of blaming them for what they are not able to do for you. My dad used to tell me that as a child, we will NEVER able to pay back the things that they had sacrifice for us. I give you a very simple example which happend to me and i fully agree on it. I cant remember how old am i during that time. I remembered during that time i had a high fever and for they whole nite they didnt sleep just to take care of me. They keep on checking my body temperature and replaced the towel which they had put on my forehead.  As their son, i do care when they are sick but i will never be able to do the things that they had done for me. To my friends who is reading this, I will be very proud of you if you are able to do the things that they had done for you.

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